Th Secrets of my Soul

Sweetest day of my life...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Hey, readers.. Today, is my happiest day.

we wait for saiful and farhan at Yew Tee platform

then, didi came by at Jurong mrt station.

we all joke around and saiful came up of " no link"

he use his to finger...(haha)

reach at dover, then my Bacen got problem with her stomach..

Reach school, we meet up with farouq and azrie at the canteen.

we got lunch together.

then, then, then..... ( so much then sia... )

then, we went seperate ways..

Ps: Bacen, remember.. i wont leave u kays.. dont worry kays.. i swear to u that.. hope u wont leave me kays.. remember that kays..

I love only u Bacen.. Muakz!!

DiVa @10:35 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Problems, problems, problems...

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yesterday i cant update my blog coz of my school internet broke down.

Now im in school, just after settle some issue with maya.

Ps: maya, relax kay. there are better guys out there. just dont stress so much kay besties..

Jsut now, went to school with my dearest Bacen.

Got some fights with her yesterday. You know i know b..

i nothing much to post for today..

Ps: B.. im sorry about yesterday. i think becoz of THAT thing, i talk nonsense.

i hope we dont fight again n be like we use to be k syg? I love u more than i love myself.

Muaks!! Bucuk bacen.

DiVa @7:03 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Sorry for the late post

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Now im use my Bacen lappy to post this blog, thanks cayang

22may, fri.
on that day morning around 8am, my Bacen wake me up for driving lesson

but i wake up around 8.30am, sorry Bacen..

Then my lesson done around 10.am, so i went to bukit gombak market to buy food for my mom.

when i reach home, i dont know wat to do till 9pm.. coz tat nite, me n my Baceb and her frens all will be overnite at sentosa.

so, i plan to sleep at 1pm..

then, something wake me up..

i got this bad dream about me n Bacen.

Its personal, only Bacen knows.
Then around 5pm, Bacen call me and said tat she cant go to sentosa tonight coz her grandmother is ill.

i cant do anything but to support her, although im mad, but i dont show to her.
she know im mad becoz of last min back out.

then, fir called me and force me to go sentosa with out Bacen.

i told him, i just dont have the mood to go.

But lucky, my Bacen can go.. yeah!

23may sat, 12am
we all at the palawan beach, the two tree house, i think.
there are fir, aishah, didi, azrie, ibrahim, me, Bacen, ary, yana, bob, qila, and some others..

we were seperate into 2 groups.. the kecoh, and non-kecoh...(haha)

then i all the way with my Bacen, spending the nite together
AND i got my first KISS with her. hahaah... Bluek!!

Bacen, i love u so many2.. i really enjoy with u n hope we can spend the nite together again k syg..

Sorry ah bangeh... hahah...

this are some pic i took at there... Scroll up!!!

Then i went back home around 3, so i went to pasar mlm near my house.

then, i saw this couple ring, cheap but nice.

so, i bought it with engrave my name n her name for 15 bucks..(cheap kan??)

sorry u i dont have the money to buy expensive stuff..

i hope u take that gift as my love for u..

hehe

24may sun, NOW!!

just now i wake up ard 12pm, and my Bacen is working.

so she ask me to use her laptop, to make my resume..

later i will meet her again ard 7 or 10om to return her lappy...

Bacen, i love u kays,,

DiVa @1:35 AM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

my Sweetest part of life

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Yesterday i never update my blog coz i didnt go to class
Yesterday, i got takraw training n a tiring day.... bla bla bla

Today, i mean just now, around 12.30am

i was on the phone with my Bacen

then, something comes in my minds

i ask a lot of qns about love to her and she ans it like she really do serious in me

so, i msg fir for help whether i should just be together with her now.

i keep think for 30 mins

Then Bacen msg me this, "i just realised that i love u... so very much. N im soo afraid to lose u... i duno how cum i can feel love for sum1 that i have just met n know.."

Im speechless by that msg..

Then, 1am, i made up my mind and msg her this, "Walaupun kte da kenal baru 1 minggu plus plus, i mcm rase i da kenal u 1 tahun gitu.. i tahu kite otp tapi i malu la nk ckp ni.. sebenarnya i memang cinta kan u.. mula2, i minat pat u.. terus, i suka pat u.. tiba2, i syg u dan menyintai mu, maksud i msg panjang2 gini, ada sebab.. i tau i tk gentlemen sgt nk bobal face to face atau bobal pat phone.. u tau kan org i pemalu.. i tk tau kalo i mintak ni secepat sgt ke apa... i nk tanye u, sudi tk u jadi teman hidup i sebagai matair i?"

Then, she silent for awhile..

i was so scared to know what her ans is.

i will accept any ans she will give.

15mins later, she reply.."hehe the ans is yes... u ni buat i kekok lah.. haha"

i was damn happy, tapi i nvr show it to her..

Cayang, thanks for accepting me.

i will take care of u

this is my happiest day of life.

i love u, nur alifa umaina.....

DiVa @6:00 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

Today someone change me

Monday, May 18, 2009

Today i have nothing to say much..

Just to say that i went to school with Bacen as usually.

And guess what , she took my cigg.

Coz she wanna me to stop smoking.

Hahah..

Thanks Bacen for helping me all the way.

I waiting for her to get back to school from Pulau Semakau.

IMY!!!

DiVa @9:08 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-

my new blogskin

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hello people who know me or dont know me

my new friend so called my dearest had made for me a new blogskin

my blog is similar with her, so you know i know. (hahaha)

Well, today i went to school early as i didnt go to school with maya for today

so Bacen wake me up around 8am, and she foce me to bath sort like that.

i fetch her at the nearest mrt, and meet her others friends

they are saiful and doremon?? i think so.. haha..

so, with my happy mood and thats my first time going to school with Bacen,

then, something strikes my mind when we all meet Ary at bukit gombak mrt.

he step into the cabin, just shake my hair ( mcm nk tk nk ), then ask me this qns,

" kau kenal eika? eika tadi ada msg kau? kau nk tau aku sape? aku HADI yg ex eika bila eika stead dgn kau dan dia main timer dgn kita"

then, Bacen ckp " dunia ni kecil ".

i was like damn shock sia.

tengah mood happy, dia ckp pasal my that ex. argh!!

then Bacen help me to cool down and she said " dont worry, i wont listen to what she say or what she do. i dont care about your past. i just care about our future. i wont meet her okay? smile k bucuk."

i feel like crying sey.

till now, she still msg me as per normal.

thanks Bacen for understanding. thanks for liking me. and thanks for being serious with me.

we dont take things rush kays? hope there are no problems anymore. imy and ily.

i felt happy when u say this Bacen, " im starting to like u more lahh "

i hope our liking each other will change to LOVE somedays ok?

BUCUK BACEN!!!!

DiVa @11:26 PM -Leave th bullshit at th door-